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Sure you might say i am just another delusional person but you admitted yourself that casual sex and hookup is now just a number to you. She won't be farking you casually for starters and she certainly won't fark another person.
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This is notwithstanding the fact that you do not want a committed relationship.Ī girl that really desires you as a person, not monetary or sexual wise, won't do any of that. See my drift? She probably can't even remember you name the next week. She does NOT desire you, maybe only to satisfy her sexual needs the same way a hooker desires you to satisfy her monetary needs. She is ****ing you casually, you can bet your last dollar she is ****ing others too. Wth do you mean "that a girl is genuinely desiring you and wants you so much that she wants to surrender herself to you, unincentivized by anything else." No. One is satisfy the girl on the monetary front, the other is to satisfy her sexually. It's all fake bullsh*t anyway, so save it for some other beta chump.Īnd that experience, believe it or not, really spurred me on to start getting good with women, learning the ropes, falling on my face flat, working my way up from "ugly" girls all the way till now (hot porn stars).Ĭlick to expand.You know Alvin, I respect your choices and your commitmment phobia, and respect your opinion and choices but this is where I call your BS.įor the record I am not defending paid sex, in fact I tend to agree with you on it.īut I call your BS with regards to casual sex coz its the excat same thing as paid sex. If you don't, I wouldn't bribe you for it. It's either you want to have sex with me, or you don't. It left a huge crater in my self-esteem, like what's bloody wrong with me that I need to pay for something other guys get for free?Īm I so ugly, repulsive, or disgusting that I need to open my wallet before a girl would even look my way? The idea that "you and only you is enough for her, no need for any extras like money or commitment" is something every guy should strive to experience in life, if they can.īut most importantly, I found it to exacerbate my loneliness and emptiness even more after the deed is done. Paying for it completely defeats the purpose and voids the act of its core essence: that a girl is genuinely desiring you and wants you so much that she wants to surrender herself to you, unincentivized by anything else. It feels like an absurd circus, like paying someone to sing me compliments or buying an Olympic gold medal and carving my own name on it or something. I found it a waste of money - I simply couldn't bring myself to enjoy it knowing that the girl is bribed to pretend that she likes me. I did it simply to try prostitutes for once. It was my first time (this was back in early 2012, when I was beta as ****).